hello cruel world

I think it' s so fun reading comments, it makes me happy that I make people dissagree with me, cause it shows the diversity in this "asshole" society of ours.
The last days have been spent with my boyfriend, and a smarter person than him, would be hard finding.
We can lay in bed all night just talking sociology about why people do the things they do.

I' ve always been kind of against study' s of human beings, I rarely do this, but sociology has a lot of things right.
It' s scary talking to my cousins husband, he' s a sociologist, and he says so many things that I hate to hear, but inside kow that they are true - rephrase that - He says things about why I do the things i do, which makes a lot of sence.



But still, I have to say it' s a theory, cause, u just can' t put every human being in a given situation, u can' t test everyone, and u can' t decide what the next move is going to be. You can speculate, what I for example would do, if someone would come up to me and ask me if I cut myself, I honestly don' t know what I would do, spit, hit, hug, whatever, who knows...
hehe
I never really get a point in these blogs of mine...
Fuck..
It' s like, I have these awesome points, but never really get them down on paper.

I'm actually going to school for a change though
and that' s something no one expects^^

I don' t understand why we are made with different minds and levels of understanding, but I'm kind of an asshole about mine, cause I feel like I'm doing this thing no one's ever done before.
Unfortunately, when I look at the reasons leading up to the person I am right now, I realize something I hate, I'm just like everyone else
I just hide it better

I mean, are we all supposed to fit this mold?
I feel like what i went through, just made me this different person, a person that refuses to fit the mold.
I refuse to fit the "cutter" mold, because I for instance don' t hide scars. And I refuse to fit the "normal" mold, because I bitch about everything XD
Who knows?

Tune in later for more bitching, maybe about religion?
ROFL

xoxo