Carry on, carry on

Listening to: Their cell - Girl in a Coma

I've been watching this video with something pretty over and over, she looks so sad, but that' s kind of her glow. She' s so sad, and it feels like she' s taking everyone elses pain, releasing it on her own body.
And in this video I'm watching all the time, it looks like she' s an animal in a cage, she' s at a photo shoot and they just exploit her pain and quirkyness (not sure on how to spell that).
She' s just running around in her own world. She' s a true pixie.
A real form of life, a pure creature, created for someone else but herself.

She' s painfully thin, her eyes are drawn out, her long hair surrounds her tiny frame.
I want to kiss her, touch her, just to see if I can feel that pain and missery. That tragic life.
She inspires me so much, in more than one way.
I'm drawn to small and tragic lifeforms.
She has the life I was living, so fragile and faint, so frail and weak.
But so unbeleavible gorgeous.

xoxo - Karen