Come and take a swim with me

Going back home soon, had a great night, by myself.

I kind of have nothing more to say, exept that I hate being a norwegian size 6, 36, I hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it.

It' s not fucking normal. Or, it IS normal - and I can' t be fucking normal. I miss being a size 4/2

Last night when I was by myself, I really had this urge to eat everything and throw it all up.

I didn' t though, but I hate that feeling, of being bloated, even though I've had barely anything to eat.

I wish there was a way to stop it.

xoxo