Today we had this teacher student conference.
I hate those.
I hate having some old man tell me what I should write about and not, what I should fill my head with and not.
U can' t choose what' s on your mind. He told about how my essays we're great last fall, but they all we're to depressed and sad. So what?
I mean, if u give me an asigment about darkness, I write about fucking darkness, not about politics - which he wants me to write about. The only ime i wrote about politics here, I got a 5 or 4 - b, b-, anyways. it turned out that it was "to self sentred, that I had to stop thinking about myself".
I'm sorry, but - I AM ME!
Im going to write about MY experiences, MY point of view, MY thoughts, not something flat and ordinary, not someone elses words.
Im reading a lot lately, learing new things about humans, learning new things about myself.
Falling in love with new things, and new looks.
The letters on my comp. is fucked, they wont write the letter they are supposed to write, instead they write the letter besides it, dunno..
XD
It' s working now, after a break, so this is an updated post!
I hate those.
I hate having some old man tell me what I should write about and not, what I should fill my head with and not.
U can' t choose what' s on your mind. He told about how my essays we're great last fall, but they all we're to depressed and sad. So what?
I mean, if u give me an asigment about darkness, I write about fucking darkness, not about politics - which he wants me to write about. The only ime i wrote about politics here, I got a 5 or 4 - b, b-, anyways. it turned out that it was "to self sentred, that I had to stop thinking about myself".
I'm sorry, but - I AM ME!
Im going to write about MY experiences, MY point of view, MY thoughts, not something flat and ordinary, not someone elses words.
Im reading a lot lately, learing new things about humans, learning new things about myself.
Falling in love with new things, and new looks.
The letters on my comp. is fucked, they wont write the letter they are supposed to write, instead they write the letter besides it, dunno..
XD
It' s working now, after a break, so this is an updated post!
I feel so unbeliavable good right now, listening to great indie music, feeling varm, and silent. I have a free class now, so I'm just blogging, thinking, getting inspired, getting impulses.
I feel like I'm in bed after having sex, not that I'm naked or anything, but I feel so good and silent, like there' s nothing left to be said, nothing at all, it' s all been done and said. There' s just love left.
xoxo ~ Karen
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