I feel so melancholy baby'ish, completely out of touch and reach.
I'm not in touch with my mind right now, I'm to tired, I had a terrible upwaking today, slept to long, and had to stress inside my head. I just couldn' t relax, even though I could sleep for an extra hour.
I hate that I've been upbrought in a home, where you have to be the best where it matters, in school. Which I've earlier stated as bullshit.
I'm soon going back home to my boyfriend who ended up ditching school staying in bed all morning, wish i could lay there beside him, in our own little world, filled with music, love and powerfull thinking.
Today my arms are sore, and I've banged my head against something twice, having two larger than normal bumps on the sides.. (by accident off course).
I "dislike" team sports;)
I'm listening a lot to coldpaly lately, it' s not the chris martin thing i like about em', but the music, is nothing less than beautifull.
I read some guys blog yesterday, which I really liked, and loved, about why people do the things they do, it' s hard to think about really, why some follow the current, while others find their own little streams.
How one person can choose solitude, while an other can' t bear the thought of being alone.
For a long time I chose solitude, I'm kinda glad I did, I learned so much from myself, and from my body, becoming this calm, solicited person.
xoxo
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